I Got My Halo

Bipolar and Depression are awful diseases. Have you ever felt sad, not wanting to do nothing? Wanting to lay down and never get up? Feelings of not being good enough? Wanting to end your life. The suicidal craving that overwhelms your mind and soul. A thought in your mind and you just can’t get it out of your head. Ever had a tune stuck in your mind and you can’t shut it off? It plays over and over until it drives you crazy. If I can just stop this thought for just a minute. Then you snap and do something stupid and try to commit sucide. Gilda attempted just that, trying to make the voices and thoughts in her mind to just stop for one minute. Gilda, my wife, was manic bipolar depressive. It sucked the happiness out of her life. It broke her will to want to live.